Noviembre sin ti ChinaxReaderxJapan

I missed __. Her smile, her laughter, everything. I wanted to hug her again. I wanted to kiss her again. November nights were different without her. They seemed colder and depressing. Especially when I walked on the beach without her. The water seemed duller and less alive. I felt angry that Kiku, my own little brother, would take her even when he knew that __ was my life. She told me that she didn´t feel like I loved her and thought it would be nice to take a break. I didn´t want it but just to make her happy. She left and went with Kiku. It broke my heart when I saw her hug him and he let her! I felt tears fall from my eyes when I saw her kiss him. Everytime they touched, it killed me slowly inside. And it shot me dead when Kiku announced that he was getting married to her.

-FLASHBACK-

Kiku entered my house with a smile on his face. It was very out of character to be like that.

¨You seem happy, aru. ¨ I stated. He sighed happily and nodded.

¨Hai... I just proposed to __. And she accepted. ¨ he said. I dropped my cup.

¨W-what? ¨ I asked.

¨I proposed to her and she said yes. ¨ he said. I managed a shaky smile.

¨T-that´s good. I´m happy for you two, aru. ¨ I lied.

¨Arigato. ¨ he said.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

Now they´re married with two children. Sakura and Daichi. They are both cute but they remind me too much of Kiku´s and __´s love for each other. The worst part is that they were born on the day I fell in love with her. A November night.