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That Feeling

You glance at me as you speak to her. Your heart isn't in the conversation as she tells you about the things she likes. Basically it's on me.

My heart isn't on my friend as I speak to her. We laugh and joke but I glance at you to see if you're still looking at me. Yes, yes you are.

Why does it have to be like this? We have never said any words to each other but we're falling into a big pit.

Like the one that I feel whenever I see her with you. My blood boils with envy, my fists clench up leaving cresent shapes on my palms, and my eyes appear darker.

And I see how you get when I smile and talk to another boy. You tense up and try not to look at me. I notice that. You're jealous, aren't you?

It will take more than teasing to make admit that I am jealous so go ahead. Try to make admit. Of course, you could if you weren't surround by girls who don't have anything better to do than flirt with you.

I see that emotion in your dark eyes. I know what it is.

Longing.

Longing to get away from the crowd of girls and to the one you really care about. Which I can tell you that it's not me.

I tell you with sincerity that I would never be the one for you. I'm a terrible dreamer who does nothing but waste her time dreaming and thinking. I am not the one.

Too bad I gave you mixed messages. I just wanted to know you, not love you.

There's a difference, you know?
Haha, I was thinking of a guy that I see around and watched as he would glance at me while I was talking to someone else. I seriously can't sleep today so I'll be doing some random things. Gah, insomnia y u so mean? UnU :yawn: I've tired four times already to go to sleep. What the hell is wrong with me?

Anyway back to the story thing I just wrote. I've noticed with a lot of guys I know in real life, they get the wrong message.

For example, the guy who used to like me and made me a velcro ninja. iactuallythinkhestilllikesmethough I was trying to be nice to him! Just because I chuckle at someone's jokes even when they're not funny, doesn't mean I like them. Geez.

And then there's one of my "friends",
He can be the biggest ass there is and make me want to slam him against a desk until he bleeds to death, but he's a friend. A somewhat good friend. I gave him the impression that I liked him. -sigh- I don't think I'll even like him more than a friend.

Das it I think. Well I'm done my rant I guess. I hope you enjoyed.
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Zelvya Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Gosh.. this is so true.
Just because we can have a decent conversation and a little laugh with someone does NOT mean that we automatically like them.
Geez.. those guys are too full of themselves.
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NostaligicDreamer Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
True dat. I mean really... Anyone can make me laugh. >.> Geez...
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Silent-Intrigant Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
True dat, Captain.
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NostaligicDreamer Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Some guys... geez..
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Silent-Intrigant Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Indeed....
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NostaligicDreamer Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I mean really! There's something called being nice then there's flirting!
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Silent-Intrigant Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yes but some people lack the judgement to see the fine line.
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NostaligicDreamer Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
True
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